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Okay, you guys. I'm finally coming out with it! I know you've all been wondering, "What the heck's up with Christine?" Since I haven't posted here in ages, and I've seemingly disappeared off the face of the earth, I thought I'd pop in and surprise everyone with a nice little update. You want to know where I am? I'm inspired. I'm totally friggin' inspired. It's like my mind is on continual download. I've burst through the ceiling of my previous limits, transcended them, and I now reside up here, in the flow. The fuh-low, people! Think on this: the brain processes 400 billion bits of information per second, but we are only aware of 2,000 bits at any one time -- usually information about our environment, body, and time. It's like only seeing a little bit of the flashlight beam. That beam actually goes on forever, but light bends and the eye can only see it up to a point. From the perspective of my old ego driven, object oriented programming, I could only see so far. But now I'm looking from eye of the hurricane, the collision of all possibilities. I know it sounds nutty, and I really wish it didn't, but there's a place I can go, almost like a day dream, where all my songs exist -- even the ones I haven't written yet!! It's music all the time, the most beautiful music ever, and I have been meditating so passionately, it was like the universe just opened itself up to me and gave me this amazing gift. Simply put, I'm in an almost perpetual state of bliss, like I'm floating on air! I sing all day long, and I don't even have to think very hard; I can just rhyme perfectly for hours when I'm "in the flow." When I'm not in the flow, I feel pretty normal. I do normal things and act relatively normal (a relative term, haha), and you'd never think I was some time bending cosmic traveler with symphonies singing in my ears and galaxies spinning at my feet. So *that* is what has been going on, inspiration! It's everything I've ever dreamed of, and oh, how wonderful it is for dreams to come true!!!!!!!!!!!! xoxo Christine
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